In memory of losing you... Izzyan Zuheyrah, 30th August 2002

Izzyan Zuheyrah, 
People surrounding me kept asking.... 
All these years and I'm still brooding over you?
They do not know how I feel and I always tell them, "Please don't tell me that you do but there's just one way to know, have you lost a child too?"
They will then reply, "You'll have another child!" but must I hear this each day? 
What if I ask them back, "Can I get another mother, too, if mine should pass away?"

Izzyan Zuheyrah, 
Even though I never get to meet you, having you inside of me was the most happiest I have been... 
Both Ibu & Ayah were so excited about you and losing you was a pain I will never get over...
Auntie Amy says you're my little angel looking down at me and wanting me to get through this and to be the best Ibu for Abang Izz, Aqil & Adly...
Up till today, at times, I wonder what your personality would have been like?
I wonder if you would have looked like me?
I wonder alot of things...like why? and when?
But I thank you Allah, for creating a little miracle inside of me and even though time was very short...it was still my little miracle nonetheless.
Ibu want to tell you that I would never replace you or try to, but I would love you to know no matter how I loved you and missed you and just wished you were still growing in me so we could meet...

Deeply missing and loving you........ Ibu & Ayah