I never got to see your eyes,
or hold your hand, or hear your cries.
All I have are dreams of you,
those of which, will never come true.
My heart sank the day that I knew,
I would never get to meet you.
I had made plans, and had aspirations,
I never thought that Allah would take you
away from me so soon.
But, I'll never forget that dismal day,
30 August 2002, around nine in the morning.
The day I knew something was not right,
and through many tears I would have to fight.
Now, all I do is dream every night,
about what life would have been like.
What if you really had been born?
But all we have a dreams of that,
and all we can do is mourn.
We will not mourn for you though,
because we know you're where you need to be,
even though it isn't here with me.
None of my dreams for you will ever come true,
because of that day Allah chose to take you.
But, my baby angel you will always be,
in my heart forever, forever a part of me.
Ayah, ibu & ur dearest brothers love you and miss you dearie Izzyan Zuheyrah...
al-fateha....
ReplyDeletea date i am so associated with too!
im touched and u really can write. a mother's love is undescribeable and i bet she can hear u. semoga Allah merahmati rohnya dan memberkati keluarga mu. Amin...
ReplyDeleteAl Fateha, she is your angel.. Insya Allah, she will meet you in Syurga Firdaus sis.. Ameen ya rabbal alamin..
ReplyDeleteAl fatehah to her soul....
ReplyDeleteI didn't know you have a daughter until you wrote this..
al-fateha to arwah Izzyan Zuheyrah..
ReplyDeletea mother's love is one that will never fade off.. *hugs u tite2*
Al Fatehah to arwahnye...
ReplyDeleteInsya Allah, akan bertemu lagi di syurga..
Semoga Allah swt merahmati rohnya ...Amin...
ReplyDeleteal-fateha ... miscarriage yah sis ... at how many mths? must be more than 4mths i guess? cos u already have a name for her...
ReplyDeleteCita2 nak jadik writer tak kesampaian... sebab dulu suruh blajar sungguh2 tapi die2 nak memain jer. Ya, everytime i call her name, i always assure myself that she can hear me....
ReplyDeleteInsyaallah.... ntah layak ke tidak kita sumer masuk ke tempat tu
ReplyDeleteOh a dotter which noone has ever seen.... only thru scan :(
ReplyDeleteI believe so... walaupun tak kenal siapa dia sebenarnya, but i can feel her especially on this date... the feeling is so strong!!!
ReplyDelete*Hug u tite2 too*
Insyaallah....
ReplyDeleteAmin...
ReplyDeleteLost her at 3 months... mother instinct said its a gerl cos i had a dream during the evacuation. It was a happiest dream being wif her for jus less than 1 minute. Even though its a month away from her anniversary, smalam could feel it so strong... tak tahu kenapa sei
ReplyDeleteamin....
ReplyDeleteHi sis...Tuhan lebih menyayangi dia..huggles to you.
ReplyDeleteAl Fatehah to arwahnya
deepest condolences on the demised of ur lil' one...
ReplyDeletealfateha buat dirinya...
Al-fathea to her lil soul.... =))
ReplyDeleteJuz wonder how she look ya..Must b aDorabLe like her sibling too.
ReplyDeleteaL fateha ...
In my dream she looks like IZ cuma rambut dia panjang sampai shoulder... dunno if its her but when she calls me "ibu", i believe its her.
ReplyDeleteAl-fateha...
ReplyDeleteAllah lebih sayang nye....No worries..Try hard for a baby gal ler.. So Auni & Erika ada member...
al fateha frm us sis.....
ReplyDeleteHahahhah tak lah. Kan kak mi dah declare Factory Close. Hihihihih
ReplyDeleteThanx sis!
ReplyDeleteclose??ok ler...3 boys pun its a blessing..maybe ada hikmat sebaliknye....
ReplyDeleteinsyallah dier akan menanti disana..**hug**
ReplyDeleteInsyaallah.... kalau "disana" lah tempat yg layak untuk kita, insyaallah akan bertemu.
ReplyDeleteI love you Izzyan Zuheyrah..........................................................
ReplyDeleteI believe, Izzyan loves u too.... cos u are such a good father to all her brothers. *hug*
ReplyDeletealfateha to Izzyan Zuheyrah..sedap namanya... this is so touching maknya...
ReplyDeleteAbg Le baca sampai nangis... aku tulis lagi nangis *sob sob sob*
ReplyDelete*BIG HUG*
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