Tuesday, 12 May 2009

bEinG a MuM...

I was blog hopping and bumped into one entry by a stranger.  She was grieving her sorrowness after losing her baby during her 26th weeks.  And the painful part was, she had to push out a motionless angel with no sound of crying, jus silence...

In her blog, she blamed herself for not taking care of the baby cos she was too busy wif her work.  Due to her busyness, she only realised something was wrong wif her pregnancy when there was no movements in her tummy. 

I know how sad she felt cos i've gone thru miscarriage before but hers was more traumatised cos she had to go thru still birth to push the baby out.  My hearts goes to her courage and strength to face all these...

I cant do much to help her but i did left her a note, "Dearie... I may not know you.... but cry when you need to because I know your tears are helping you grieve... Hugs & kisses.... Thee Izzueamy"

No one will never know how we MUM felt during every pregnancies.  The excitements plus the worries plus the anxiety plus the labour pains.  Cos the moment we got pregnant, life changes.  Whenever we wanna do something, we have to think of TWO lifes.  But the sacrifices we MUM made was indeed incredible that no other humans can do or feel, unless they've gone thru wat we've gone thru. 

Same goes to me...

  • The moment I got to know I was pregnant, I was so happy till I smiled at myself in the toilet after seeing the positive line on the kit. 
  • The moment I got the morning sickness, I regreted being pregnant. 
  • The moment I saw my 1st baby scan, I teared in happiness to see the creation in my tummy waving at me.  
  • The moment I felt the 1st kick, I tot my stomach was hungry. 
  • The moment my baby starts moving, woooooooo I complained when will you stop (esp when they stuck their tiny feet on my ribcage, i SWEAR that it was PAINFUL). 
  • The moment I got heavier, I smiled cos thats wat i wanted, gaining the fats and never did i worry that I will not gain the beauty waistline again. 
  • The moment my skin changes due to pigmentation, I am happy to gained another nickname "Iban". 
  • The moment I complained of backache, hubby will go, "Alah... dah mula ler dia nyer manja (malas)". 
  • The moment Dr John Tee said, "Ahhh you got to go thru induction", i smiled cos i know he knows the best. 
  • The moment i felt the labour pain, in my heart was SHIT!!! People said its 1000x menses cramp but tis pain is MORE!!! I felt like cutting my tummy, put it one side and once labour is over, join it back to me... (lol!)
  • The moment when I have to start pushing, I asked myself, push where?
  • The moment I felt like wanna pass motion, aahhh thats the time your sister reminded you, "Its coming...". 
  • The moment I really pushed and he came out, I could hear clearly the sound "Bluuuuppp" came out from me... and the moment when I saw my babies, i cried again... alamak, cengeng lah ni ibu!

But these are all the sacrifices we MUM have made to bring life to the world. To all the mothers whom i know or i may not know in person... we are the CHAMPIONS!  High 5 to us!

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13 comments:

  1. iylia nadhirah12 May 2009 at 00:40

    alamak sudih jap malam2 ni baca ur blog..True2 high 5 to us for enduring all the pains during preggie and after seh..especially during the confinement nak kena berkorban lagi kena go thru massage pain lagi hehehee...Syukur alhamdulillah to almighty for allowing us to have this opportunity...With this, we treasured more mak2 kita and realised what they have gone thru kan janet kan...

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  2. MoMMa'ZuE VoGuE12 May 2009 at 00:47

    A'ah, especially bila kakak urut dapat carik kita nyer bijik angin and dia nak pecahkan, aiyahhhhh!!! Wa grip itu bantal worr... kalau bleh jerit wa jerit worrr. And masa bengkong, dia nyer gatal, adoiiiiiiiiii sampai pakai pencil IZ sei sebab nak garuk kat celah2 bengkong.... hahahah

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  3. iylia nadhirah12 May 2009 at 00:52

    hahaa yg aku pakai sikat punya bontot lepas tu garuk ah sedap seh lagi2 kena kapor dgn limau alamak mengenyam seh hahaaa

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  4. aMiRa BaTriShAH12 May 2009 at 10:13

    Wooooooo...aLL this remind me when im being a 1st mum preggy..a ReaL drastic changes on myseLF, aLthou im Lucky there is NO Morning Sickness at aLL, but becoming an "IBAN",gaining 20kgs & aLso for 1 mth swollen leg...arrgggghhhhh.
    Juz can't forget it, coz during raya wearing slippers for visiting..Tak gLamour sungguh, tp demi anak dlm kandungan, glamour letak tepi skjap.. :))

    & the BEST of all No drugs during my Labour!! That is the MOST im proud of myself!!
    aLhamduLiLLah dgn berkat Doa Ibu & Suami dan lain²..
    This is reaLLy a Miracle that a being a woman can go thru aLL this...

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  5. Haslynna -12 May 2009 at 10:44

    tats a wonder task of being a mum :) being a new mum i reaslised lots of patience, love & challenges in delivering & raising a son. Top of it i lurveee being a mummy:)

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  6. Layla @ VM12 May 2009 at 18:41

    yup! a grand salute to all mothers who have gone thro pregnancy, child-birth and raising up their children! that includes US! hehe ..

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  7. MoMMa'ZuE VoGuE13 May 2009 at 00:19

    Clap clap clap... braVo!

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  8. MoMMa'ZuE VoGuE13 May 2009 at 00:20

    Walalalalalaa.....

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  9. AnnHana .15 May 2009 at 14:26

    my sis also said d same thing. i was like, oh ok. skali bila dah experience sendiri, sakitnya tak terkata. but no epidural for me for both deliveries ehem...ehem...muekeke...

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  10. siti norma ja'afar16 May 2009 at 14:29

    They don't understand how painful the ache is. Sekarang Isk dah kena sakit pinggang baru dia faham. In fact, dia punya lagi teruk sebab nak kena injection.

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  11. MoMMa'ZuE VoGuE17 May 2009 at 02:12

    Phewwwiitt!

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  12. MoMMa'ZuE VoGuE17 May 2009 at 02:13

    Betol betol betol... tak terkata, cuma airmata tetiba mengalir jer

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  13. MoMMa'ZuE VoGuE17 May 2009 at 02:13

    Lah, apasal pulak besan aku kena camni?

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