On Thursday, 6th December, hubby's beloved mum demised.... exactly a week later, my colleague whom i regard as good fren had to go for D&E (Dilation & Evacuation) becos her pregnancy had complications. And that was the reason why i didnt attend the company Dinner & Dance as i shared their sorrow....
Before she left for the operation on Wednesday, i did tell her "Be strong. If you need to blog it, jus pour it in words. If you need someone to talk to you and listen to your story, jus call me....... be strong ok. I'm always here"
Its been so long i really have the time to sit infront of my lappie.... a month maybe? Meaning i have not been following Multiply for quite sometime and i have not been following blog entries from Blogspot too! Yesterday, i decided to peep thru some of the entries and came across my best fren's entries.....
She really poured out her sorrow, losing her baby who was into her 19 weeks. She even create a blog for her and when i read it, i teared so so much especially when the part where she let go 3 pink balloons (the baby was a gal) up in the air wif love messages on it, from Mommy, Daddy & JieJei (sister). I hope Gracielle will get the message Goon....
As a mother myself, I felt her pain. I felt her sorrow. I understand how she felt cos i have gone thru the same experience, losing someone dear who had been sharing the same heartbeat wif u.
I also told her that it will take sometime to get over it cos it took me a few month to a year. Everynite, its a norm to cry cos by crying, it felt better.
Gracielle Tan Yi Ting, Mommy said she saw a shining star in the sky on your 7th day anniversary and hoping it was you. Tonite, while auntie Zue was helping uncle Azmi to fix the new antenna, i stared at the dark sky. Guess wat i saw, a shining star too. Is that you darling?
Auntie hope that you'll find your path to heaven and auntie know that you will be in a good place. Mommy let you go for a reason cos mommy don wanna see you suffer darling. Auntie promise, auntie will take good care of Mommy as well as JieJie Gabby.
I will miss you too Gracielle..........
feel sorry for her too....and you too sayang....must stay hapi besides ur loves ones.........
ReplyDeleteInsyaallah i will.... i'm glad i found a sister fwen like you! Hugsssssss!!!
ReplyDeleteTahun depan kita order roti kirai lagik ok, ihik!!! *wiNk*
aku nie sensitive tau zue.. i cannot read this kind of story cuz i will also cry.. sob sob.. as a mum. as a woman, i share the pain and sorrow...
ReplyDeleteMay Gracielle be with the Angels above...
Kau macam aku sama agaknya. Nampak jer garang, padahal lembik. Especially part cengeng macam ni kan? Hugssss......
ReplyDeleteomg she really did lose her bb....my heart goes out to her....send her my condolences yeah Zue..
ReplyDeletelain mcm bunyinye ni...hihihi...
ReplyDeletei pun sedih bila aidil tunjuk i sms dia. kesian amy.
ReplyDeletemy heart ache reading this entry zue sampai menitis air mata aku. i really felt for her. hope she and her family will stay strong. send my condolences to her.
ReplyDeletewow, it really touched me.. especially the pink balloons..
ReplyDeleteit must be a really touching moment during the letting go of balloons.....my heart goes out to her....hope she will be strong for Gabby..
ReplyDeletelah......nangis plak aku pagi-pagi nie.....
ReplyDeletesedih kan when u have to let go.....especially when it came earlier as a gift from HIM....
so sad 2 hear......hope grace will be strong....bukan senang nak luperkan seseorg tu........-Yanie
ReplyDeleteI have not been in MP for a long while too....
ReplyDeletethat's really so sad ya....
i do empathise when someone lost the most precious gift - my sis went thru it too...and it was not easy for her to get over it (like you said a few months to a year indeed)....even now, she will mention it occasionally....
take care and you be strong ok
Sad to hear the story from u last wk..
ReplyDeleteReally Hope Amy Goon will b strong s u.. :)
She read my blog so i guess ur condolences will be seen
ReplyDeleteI tink she will cos Taurian are strong people
ReplyDeleteYes, till today i still write blog of Izzyan Zuheyrah, our lost child..... cos by doing so, i felt so near to her. Hugssss.....................
ReplyDeleteoh gosh.. i cant imagine the sadness...
ReplyDeleteThanks Momma Zue & all for your prayers & condolences!
ReplyDeleteWe will never let go, but learning to accept it. Blogging does help as I still cannot face pple & talk abt it. We will be & have to be strong for Gabby, she's my pillar of strength now.
Goon, U have the choice not to talk about it and that the reason why WE didnt ask you more when we came to visit you last Sat. But gerl, whenever you feel like talking abt it, WE are always here for u, ok. Always remember, i will never feel bored if you were to talk all over again abt wat happened. I will smile with you on the happiness you've gone thru wif Gracielle and I will cry wif you too. Don worry, i haf lotsa tissue *WiNk*
ReplyDeleteGoon, we miss u dearly....