Today, all Muslim around the world celebrated Hari Raya Aidil'adha, the day of SaCriFiCes.... Today, it is exactly 2 weeks Almarhummah Ibunda Morsidah Haji Adnan left us and today, it was also the 4th death anniversary of Azmi's maternal grandma....
Normally, during Aidil'adha, tHee Izzueamy will either go back kampung or jus laze around cos to us Aidil'adha is jus like another public holiday, as in TO REST..... But this year, its different. Tis year was the 1st year where tHee Izzueamy really go out of the house. After hubby & IZ return from the morning Aidil'adha prayers, we proceed to my SIL home. As it was raining cats and dogs, we proceed to the cemetery only @ 1230noon. Then atmosphere @ the cemetery was so solemn. There are lotsa people visiting their loved ones who had bid farewell earlier than us........................
Mak has a new home, "An Evalasting Home" we called it. We build it all WHITE cos she love white. We say our prayers. I stayed in the van cos need to take care of all the 5 juniors.....
Its a norm, on every eve or a week before any big celebration i will call mak and ask her, "Dah masak? Masak apa?" And she will ask me the same questions too..... But this year, it was so different. So alternatively, i called my SIL and i bet, i will do the same in the future cos she is the replacement of MIL.....
Last 2 nites, i dreamt of mak. In my dream, mak was smiling and was so pinkish. I believe mak is resting peacefully and is in a good place. That was our prayers for her almost everyday.
Mak, your sudden farewell was still a shock to us. Rest assure we have already let you go...... but the memories of you with u, especially on Tuesday, 4th December 2007 is still vivid in our mind especially kak long, Amy, ayah, myself & Tok Bat. We had a wonderful nite that nite..... sweet sweet memory :)
Mak since you've gone...
Ayah lost a lover cos both of you are the legend Romeo & Juliet...
Along lost someone whom she can chit chat every lunch time...
Amy lost someone who he can play around wif whenever he call back johor...
I lost a food advisor...
Mak Leha lost a best friend...
From what u have described in your dream, you MIL sounds that she a wonderful person. I'm sure she's together with the rest of kekasih Allah ~Amen.
ReplyDeleteSelamat Hari Raya Zue. Was just about to sms you, coz i dreamt of you last nite :o)
Semoga Tuhan Mencucuri Rahmat ke atas rohnya and tempatkan beliau dikalangan orang2 yang beriman....Amin......
ReplyDeleteTake care sis......
kak mi i almost teared reading dis...her demise muz b a very great loss to ur family..still tuhan lebih sygkan dia & semoga roh nye dicucuri rahmat & ditempatkan bersama org2 yg beriman insyallah....u r lucky to have such mil..
ReplyDeletesayu hati akak pabila membaca ur cetusan rasa...dapat dirasakan..sekarang akak cume tinggal mak tersayang....dier lah sorang yang dapat akak meluahkan rasa hati sejak arwah bapak dah pergi 15 tahun yang lalu....atuk dan nenek pun da tak ada....yang tinggal atuk dan nenek saudara...air mata ni da mula mengalir biler teringat kan mak...kalau nanti dier tak ada pada sape lagi akak nak bermanja...dah lah air mata da deras mcm air paip.....akak cume doakan semoga dirinye berada ditempaat tempat orang yang beriman...amin....
ReplyDeleteAl-fateha...
ReplyDeleteal fateha...amin. doa kita sekeluarga buat arwah nya
ReplyDeletetake care beb....she's in a better place now...
ReplyDeletehey...sabar selalu ya
ReplyDeleteHi Momma Zue.. hang in there k. I'm sure her spirit's smiling blessed by e continuous prayers of her children & in-laws.
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