Dearie Izzyan Zuheyrah,
Last Wednesday, ibu dreamt of a little gal. I'm not sure it was you but you look exactly like IZ. Though ibu had no chance to see you in person, but i felt that the dream was so real.
In my dream, you held my hands so tight, how ibu wished I will never let you go.... We sang "Somewhere Over the Rainbow", ibu was hoping that the song will never end....
Auntie Amy was there too remember? Cuddling Gracielle so lovingly.... how we both wished that you were here. Ibu know that Auntie Amy is missing Cracielle so deeply. We both poured out our feeling last week @ the Hub. We tried so hard to control our tears darling. But deep down in our hearts, only God knows...
Darling Izzyan,
people kept telling me to work on a baby gal & i HAD, and it was you, the only princess who will always be in our heart.
Sayang, on Thursday i suddenly missed Nek Midah... i prayed that she is calm in God's hand. Send my hugs and kisses to Nenek, will you? Tell nenek that ayah miss her alot.....
And darling, one more last thing. Abang IZ out of the blue suddenly asked me yesterday, "Ibu, saper baby ibu yang dah takde tu?" I jus smiled and said, Izzyan Zuheyrah............ i tink he miss you too!
that's very touching kak... i'm sure she is happy whr she is now.. :)
ReplyDelete*hugs*
ReplyDeletei feel for you...& also ur sup.....*hugz*....
ReplyDeletesayu and pilu....hugs u tooo....
ReplyDeletevery touching sis...cannot control my tears...you are one strong women!
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arghhh...very touching....u take care.....n be strong...
ReplyDeleteHi sis.... Touching nye.... Hope you are okie..... *HugzZz..... (<_>)
ReplyDeletenow i promise i wun ask u anymore..*tite hugs*
ReplyDeleteNyah, pepagi baca sungguh ku lost, tapi ku doakan yg terbaik untuk mu..Take care hugs from lil nopa to momma Zue..
ReplyDelete*huggles* to Zue
ReplyDeleteUnderstand a mOm feeling if she Lost her child..i reaLLy hope u can puLL urself up strong.Izzyan Zuheyrah is watching u everydae & waiting for u.**Big Hug**
ReplyDelete*hugs* to u.
ReplyDeleteso sweet....*hugs & kisses*
ReplyDelete*hug hug*....
ReplyDeleteokay...i almost teared.... *hug hug*
ReplyDeleteso touch...almost teared..*sob sob*
ReplyDeleteawwww soo touching and i cant stop crying in the office...
ReplyDeletea touching entry dear...... *hugz hugz*
ReplyDeleteAl-fateha to my little girl and my beloved mum.
ReplyDeleteawe... *hugz*
ReplyDelete**hugz hugz** rest assured that she is at the BEST place meant for her...
ReplyDeleteHugsss akak Liza tight tight....
ReplyDeleteSorry i made u cried..... i cried badly too while typing tis entry tis
ReplyDeleteI'm fine but kekadang cengeng jugak kan? Hugsss....
ReplyDeleteOnce u're having a baby in u, then u will understand how every mummy felt.... i wish u luck, hope you will have a baby gal so that i can tompang manja :)
ReplyDeleteEh nyah, sorry to make u teared....
ReplyDeleteSorry to keep you turning around to check on me yesterday while you're busy studying.... i felt better after blogging. Izzyan is my sunshine while you'll always be the air around me..... without you, i swear i cant live. Thank you for everything.
ReplyDeleteI also cried badly when you SMS me abt yr dreams & when I read this entry. We'll nvr forget our child till the day we die... I felt SO hurt for Helmy & Jun over their fren's comments! I really do hope that Gracielle has found Izzyan & Aiman in heaven.
ReplyDeleteMama Zue r u okie? hugzzz...hugzzz....
ReplyDeleteI feel like going to her and say, "Babe, grow up...."
ReplyDeleteHhhmmmm......
~*HugZ MoMMa ZuE tIGHt2*~
ReplyDeleteMuacks....
ReplyDeleteu wanna knoe somethin ???
ReplyDeleteyesterday during my afternoon nap, i dreamt about you...dreamt bout a little girl who belongs to you.....i was shocked shocked very shocked....
Wat??? Ain, we have not even meet and yet u dreamt about me. Tu maknanya dia nak kita jumpa tau.... amciam, ni malam kat kebun bunga? *jus joking*
ReplyDeleteI tink u also kept remembering ur lost child too. Come hug hug tight tight..... muackssssssssssssssssss!
tu yg i shocked giler . . . .ok set mlm nie kita jumpa kat kebon.....tepat kul 12.....
ReplyDeletei oways ingat kan dia .....bkn satu tapi dua babies.....hopefully they're frens up there........
*huggies*
Ya lor, urs is 2..... ya ya, hopefully they are fwens up there. Tengah main masak2 kot? Hugssss.......
ReplyDeleteits ok lah nyah.... my kwn keje tot i kene bully..... hehehehe
ReplyDeleteal-fateha to ur little sweety....
oh my this is just very touching ...
ReplyDeleteHuggiesssss hug hug.................
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